janji manismu..

First SisA nak ucapkan tahniah kepada CEO baru atas kemajuan kebungetah sekarang. Memang meriah lagi daripada dulu di bawah pentadbiran Queen. Juga tahniah atas program-program yang dirancang, especially Party "L'amitie pour toujours". Sebenarnya macam dejavu sajork.. Tapi Queen had gone further than Angel did.

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"SIS ANGELIC...ntah la...mek tengok level of depresion nya sudah ke tahap merbahaya...mungkin penat meng"advise" penoreh2 untuk kembali ke jalan yg benar...ntah la uols...sis angelic mungkin akan buat comeback soon...tunggu jer lah.." (SBIDK, 2008)

Well, looks like SisA can't stay quiet anymore, if not there'd be more misunderstandings about SisA's situation. SisA tau ini bukan provocation, just pure concern from orang-orang yang anggap SisA sebagai kawan. SisA tak tau dari mana SBIDK got the idea that SisA tengah depressed. Maybe SisA hasn't been around as much back few weeks (and didn't come to visit SBIDK at the hospital when she had a false call from the dark angel), and there was a moment when SisA just want to walk away from everything, meditate alone on an isolated island, but SisA avoided people at that time and only told to one person. Probably SBIDK and others managed to read from SisA's expression few times they saw SisA, or from the multiple CAKES that SisA manage to POTONG at that time, but no worries, that was a long time ago. Still SisA won't hesitate to POTONG KEK (either permanent or transient cut) with anyone SisA found not deemed to be in SisA's entourage.

True that SisA has some issues to settle, like everyone else. And SisA needs to be in her cocoon, SisA needs her space, before she comes back as a butterfly! But now SisA realizes that she doesn't need to be in a cocoon to turn into a butterfly. Because it's never going to be possible to be in her cocoon that long, there's always something for her to do out there..

First of all, SisA needs to work in order to sustain a decent life. And this is what SisA do for living. It's tiring at times..

Then SisA has to attend to those in needs, it's her vocation. SisA aside, there's too much of pain out there that SisA had to counsel - potong kek, divorce, cinta tak kesampaian etc. and sometimes SisA had to play Cupid too..
And the rest of time when SisA is free, she'll just linger around the kebungetah or meditate and pray. If failed to concentrate on the two latter she'll just masturbate.

"Sis of Angelic?Heard too is losing grip on finding love. Dear sis, life is full of trial and error. Hope you'll find one true love. It's around you except you still haven't got the clue. Hu!Hu!" (ECLR, 2008)

Like SisA told Eva in a recent ym chat (not long BEFORE the report was published by ECLR): IT CAN WAIT, NOT SO REALLY NAK AMIK ANYTHING DEPAN MATA, BEEN THERE DONE THAT..

Just for the pleasure of explaining the headline "janji manismu.." up there, SisA would like to remind Eva of the conversation we had on that same chat:

SisA: LAMA2 NANTI BYK RAHSIA MAK TERBONGKAR NANTI

Eva: k
Eva: ala

Eva: it's me

Eva: ape nk malukan

Eva: we embarrass each other

SisA: MATA PENA LAGI TAJAM DARI MATA PISAU...

SisA: (KEBUNGETAH)

Eva: each

Eva: meaningless

Eva: all of us have dark secrets

Eva: we need to whiten them

SisA: OK

SisA: BYE

Eva: ala..

Eva: mana mak penah hencap

Eva: mak up u olls tau

Eva: bye

You sure did up kan SisA this time..thanks! Kalau tak jawab buzz kat ym, mau la dituduh SisA kekwat, sampai datang kebun getah and refuse to look at SisA, tapi bila SisA melayan, ginilah jadinya, not just distortion of info, malah betrayal of trust... Maybe Lord was protecting SisA when she never get the chance to relay a hot gossip to Eva since last two nights - just so that she decide now that she's never going to tell..

p/s: Kak Eva, SisA bercanda2 aja tau, just to add up some spice here. Don't show your kertuness by being hypersensitive in here. SisA tak kisah, bab-bab orang tabur janji ni. Yang penting jangan janji nak bayar hutang tapi sampai ke la ni SisA terpaksa berlagak seperti orang yang SisA tak suka: a banker!